Saturday, October 29, 2011

God almighty

Trust in the lord and do great things
Why do some people where this on rings

Pray everyday the heaven above
And peace be with the flying doves

Love your neighbors like yourself
No matter how much wealth

Love all your enemies
And make them friends to see

Always be meek
And maybe it will be Him they seek

Know in your heart no matter what
He loves you, no if's and's or buts

Know and love his soft voice
Know it's your choice

Feel the softness of His shoulder
Yet also as hard as a boulder
And tough as the morning solider--

Have faith that He is with you
Have faith the foot fits the shoe

Know He is there when you can't see Him
Believe the chance of heaven is more then slim

Fear Him at all times
Sounds scary but that's where he will stay

Read a book more holy then any other
Love and cherish it like a newborn to a mother

Cry when he enters your heart
Know that your live just changed from the start

He will never leave you for anything
And will always return you with something
Even nothing..is everything--

Our father who art in heaven
Just love the seven seven seven
-Jason Farrell




Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Small..Yet vicious

On the outside I'm cute and smiley
Get me mad and I'll be all fiery

On the inside I'm nice and kind
Tick my off and you'll wish it was 'just
Fine'

I give warm hugs
But scream and yell and yell.. That means your holes dug

I'll wear my hair, up in a bun
That's your cue to run:)

Though I'm happy most the time
It's frustrating when people lie

I'm Nice to all my friends
But if you start something..that turns into a: depends

All in all I try my best
An in the end it still concludes as a cute little Deva fest :)

I Am

One doesn't fathom the Thought of strength
One doesn't have that kind of faith

Pull your fists up, focused and ready
Fighting the illusion of the enemy, keep steady

Simple one two puts you in place
Whipped onto a slavehood daze

Vocal and physical punishment everyday
Asking for someone..anything that can act and save

Is it easier to give up. Give in?
Wait till the credits yell 'fin'?

Cause in this world you just don't believe
Doing better is something you just don't perceive

Truth is, nothing really matters if you are who you are
You just be your own star

Light the night sky
Don't wish. Just fly

Don't sit back alone
Be what you are and prove all that you are who you own up to be
And that's free.

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Nothing like this

Hand In hand we dance
Eyes like those put me in a trace

Open my eyes to see you
Feelings show through and through

Relaxation at it's finest
I'd do anything for this

Sleeping next to you, it's a dream
Breathing in all that that sets me free

Showing you my heart
Is always the best start

Love, it's beautiful
It's mutual

It's full of you and I
To the day that we die

There's a reason I say I love you
Because for once I know it's true

Nobody will take you from me
Nobody can be what I see

If I could live forever with one person
It would be you for certain

I know all your thoughts and emotions
Cause I've fended off those oceans

Your so special to me, truly
Your everything to me, fully

Marry me tonight
An I'll have you for the rest of my life

Friday, October 14, 2011

This Feeling (inspired by: A million little pieces 'James Frey' )


Soft flutter of sounds around, I surrendered
Smiling, why is that the last thing I remember?

I'm coming to, yes I know
Falling from my high, to the below

Blink once, I know I'm breathing
Blink twice, death I'm seeking

Open my eyes to the bright room
My head, it goes boom boom

I lift my hands to my face
Gooey liquid all over the place

Looking at my hands I see a sea of red
I open my mouth but, no words are said

I get to my knees
And realize it’s hard to breath

All feeling has ceased--

One leg then the other
There are people around but they don’t even bother

My eyes show the need for help
Somehow I deserve to be dealt
With the pain that I have inflicted on myself

So why do I really think they should feel sorry

All I want to be is free
And see the world around me
Maybe through different eyes
See the blue blue skies

I need to kick this God awful habit
  Just full out attack it

You know, they say it would be easy
But it’s not when you’re always busy

Snorting a line
Or forming a perfect rhyme

Of the mouth and the bottle
Start walking and you begin to wobble

You can’t see strait
And you begin to get irate

Tears from your eyes
Wishing you would just fall over… and die

That’s it, I'm done
I’ve had my stupid fun
I'm going to run

From the drugs
Stop being ‘the thug’

Get a new life
And strive

I'm clean

And I'm freed

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Getting back into it

I've freed myself to practice arts
To show if my life is shown in marks
*
I've learned and I've grown more wise
And I show new formats, ones that I can devise
*
I view the world through new eyes
And love the souls of everyone who lives and dies
*
My heart is melted and I can see your face
From here but from place to place
*
I held hands and i skipped about
thinking of you throughout
*
I kissed the lips of only one girl
and the emotions that i felt made me twirl
*
I got the glimpse of something special
and got the scorn of something vengeful
*
 I heard the tears of an angel
and found things that were emotional
*
The hugs are warm
And true love was born
*
We had out fights
Yet through it all i have you to delight
*
I love you comes even more of a surprise
When  get you to stare into my eyes