Monday, May 23, 2011

I just laugh

I hate it when people think I'm awesome
When so far I have yet to blossom

I hate when I'm not myself
And I hate when they tell me to be yourslef


I hate when I have to break a heart
Especially when I have no where to start


I hate when they twist my words
Because they seem to attack me in heards

I hate when people dont understand me
Like they think I'm as happy as can be

I hate when people make me cry
Make me feel like I wanna die

I hate when they blame it on me
If they want to know look in a mirror and see

I hate when people want me to change
Want me to make times to arrange

I hate when people shoot me down
Make jokes as if they were clowns

I hate when people hate me
Because truly they dont know who I can be

I hate when people think I'm fake
it goes through my heart with a stake

I hate when I put a fake smile on
wondering truly where it belongs

I hate it when I do stupid things
like as if I'm walking on a wire made of strings

Sometimes I laugh at all those situations
Sometimes I cry out with antispations

But I know in my heart that all the hate in the world
Could be solved with just one girl

Friday, May 6, 2011

Don't sit back, Don't stand alone

When you ask questions about all the right answers
You might find criticism from others
The question is could you find it in your heart to fight back
To take the punishment
To not conform in a world with so much hate
To endure the nonstop mental assaults
To lose friends...
To be looked down on by family

Somebody that's normal wouldn't
The problem is that nobody is; in fact, normal
People have limits, they have guidelines
They fold under pressure
They don't take the stand that they really need to,
A "normal" person wouldn't find it in there heart
But what is classified as normal
if everyone is the same
Then does that mean that normal isn't describing a person but rather than an
Act...
Loving someone for unknown reason
Hating someone for irrelevant situations
Praying to a God that you might not believe in
Do these things mean a person is abnormal?
Does that mean people should look down on you
Is a person who asks questions to the right answers considered a
Normality?
Is conformality the actual definition of
Abnormality?
Or is it so misleading that it proves and disproves itself at the same
Time?
Is the answer to the question the evident answer
Is conforming the question; or is it the
Question after the answer
The right answer.

Monday, May 2, 2011

This girl

Deep in the sea of your blue blue eyes
Feeling free from the dreams in the sky

Far in the flow of your red brown hair
Not seeing you as much as i need isn't fair

Feeling of your soft hand in mine
Our feelings for each other form into perfect rhymes

I see how your lips form loving words
So mesmerized by your beauty, there unheard

The volume of thoughts collected of you
Day-dreaming is something i cant get through

I dream of days of greatness
Those days full of happiness

I dream of a day that I'll wake up with you
As you open your eyes you smile at all that i do

I dream of the white picket fence
I want this to be out future tense

I dream of the kids i might have
I pray, but know that they wont go bad

I dream of our countryside home
But best of all I'll have you as my own

A perfect life, a simple life
Shaped carefully by the knife

Sitting all day, thinking of you
Waiting till the time where i say: i love you too

I believe your the person for me
Because you fill me with the feeling of being free

I love you
And to rhyme; I know its true