A true sensation

The feeling of complete bliss

The feeling of the first kiss

The act of giving the first hug

The arms that rap around to make you snug

The feeling of being close 

Just letting your mind coast

The feeling of her skin touching yours

Seems to shake me to the core

The first time we held hands

Knowing then I could barley stand

The sensation of looking in your eyes

Lifting me up to the sky

Every time I mess with your hair

Your beautiful eyes just stare

The way you show you care

You make everything seem fair

Like the first time we cuddled

Our emotions were huddled

Closing our eyes slowly

Knowing are feelings truly

Nearly falling asleep on the bed

Knowing your time to leave is ahead

And even though we have never gone on a date

We feel as if we are fate

Because there is no hidden hate

When we are away from each other

Thoughts of you I can not cover

I truly wish I held your heart

The real question is: When will I start

up's and down's

As if starting from level one

Your life with her has just begun

We laugh we talk

My life with you begins in a walk

Your going to level two

And you learn everything from her hats to her shoes

You buy her things and she thanks you with a smile

Those little things take you miles

Your going into level three

You are almost letting your emotions free

You ask her out with much glee

Her mouth forms into a yes you see

Like in level four

You want to know whats in store

You tell her you love her

And your emotions begin to stir

Onto Level five

Everything is beginning to strive

You think that your outlook on life
Is now complete to survive

But now theres level six
And fights take there hits

You grow apart
And you don't want that to start

So you go to level seven
Wondering what happen to your heaven

What happen to those good times
Seemingly ending here sentences with a rhyme

Pushing on to level eight
You think its something just like hate

But its not what you thought
Your life is something you want to be caught

Begin level nine
You want everything to be stable, to be fine

Yet you know it wont be the same
And you don't know who to blame
For your shame

Final level
You feel like your life is controlled by the devil

Yet though it all you try to hold on
Even if its wrong
You have to be strong

Cause real life isn't a game

No redo's

No do overs

Just a simple game over

Falling

Driving down this lonesome misty road

Where im-going god only knows

Driving into a shroud of rain

As if falling from my face full of pain

On this lonesome misty ride

Leaving the past behind

Thought I could meet an angel from above

Thought I could fall in love

So as I drive down this broken road

I’m under the pressure that can fold

As if reaching me destination

I play it in my mind as preparation

As if it fills me with anticipation

I can see it in my mind

As if in real time

I'm walking to the edge of the cliff

As I let my mind drift

The felling of my feet off the ledge

Knowing my hearts on the edge

So its time to be bold

Like you have no feelings to hold

No fake faces to mold

Like a whisper in the cold

So you stand up and lift your hands to the sky

And thought for a moment you could fly

Yet knowing your preparing to die

So you try with all your might

To start the needed flight

To fight for your life

Even though you cant escape the vise

But you continue to fight

Cause you think that’s whets right

Yet as you’re falling

You try to find your calling

But your mind is stalling

Like looking in a mirror

You see nothing but fear

Knowing the end is near

Yet you decided to fall

Without finding your call

Theres no more time to stall

Now as you free from your trace

You begin to dance

Knowing your decision to fall

Is just another memory you haul?